Life's like an hourglass glued to the table...just breathe

I'll admit it: I've been Depressed. With a capital "D" because...because it hasn't been this bad in years. And there is no good reason for it to be this bad; it's a moment that frightens me a good deal. Despite my faith in science and neurology and medicine and progress, it all comes back. Haunting nightmares. You can't jump the track with nine cars on the cable.

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I present you Anna Nalick, because listening to this song calms me a bit, at the very least.

"There's a light at the end of this tunnel, you shout, because you're just as far in as you've ever been out...and these mistakes you make, you'll just make them again."

S told me he's going to Nepal next week; I've been checking fares. There is a good chance I'll fly to Kathmandu on a whim, because...I am itching in my skin. Change is essential. And Delhi is a home I can return to.